The Long Climb
It came to my realization that pursuing a Masters degree is an earned effort and not a given one. Unlike undergraduate days, one can easily slug through the years and have a degree after a certain amount of years. But, no one can really cheat their way through a postgraduate degree. I have profound respect for those who completed their Masters and also, for those who mount the final climb in education - a post doctoral degree.
I feel pretty lonely at times too. My peers are accelerating in their careers but I am still pretty much static. But, when I am doing what I need to do - reading those lengthy journals, navigating my way through my research, scraping for freelance jobs to get me through the month, I realized, however painful, I still love what I do.
Then, perhaps, by intention, at where I am, I am given the beautiful realization that I have a strong support system. I think, no one can have everything at the same time. So, this part of my life is where I need to compromise on certain areas. But, if you were to lay out different cards for me to choose, I am still going to stick through. At least, till I finish what I've started.
It is a long climb but I am looking forward for the great view up there.
Labels: Take on life, Take on relationships


2 Comments:
Hey babe, I like what you are doing. Continuation study in your passionate field. Though sometimes you might feel miserable, post grad had never been an easy task. I wish you all the best in your climb. I might even consider taking it someday. You have my blessings! Cheers!
Hi Wai Ling, Atikah here, one of your unimates in USM... Im doing the same as you now after a few years in peopalove aka Studeo Grafix. Yeah, a few months, it was a struggle doing research in Masters... and doing freelance at the same time... but you'll get the hang on it. Hang on and strive for it till the end. Im sure it will bring great return in the future. By the way, where are u studying at now?
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